Marilyn Monroe

I can be selfish
Yeah, so impatient
Sometimes I feel like Marilyn Monroe
I’m insecure yeah I make mistakes
Sometimes I feel like I’m at the end of the road

I can get low I can get low
Don’t know which way is up
Yeah I can get high, I can get high
Like I could never come down

Call it a curse
Or just call me blessed
If you can’t handle my worst
You ain’t getting my best
Is this how Marilyn Monroe felt felt felt felt?
Must be how Marilyn Monroe felt felt felt felt

Its like all the good things
They fall apart like…
Like Marilyn Monroe

Truth is we mess up
Till we get it right
I don't want to end up losing my soul

I can get low, I can get low
Don’t know which way is up
Yea I can get high, I can get high
Like I could never come down

Call it a curse
Or just call me blessed
If you can’t handle my worst
You ain’t getting my best
Is this how Marilyn Monroe felt felt felt felt?
Must be how Marilyn Monroe felt felt felt felt

Take me or leave me
I’ll never be perfect
Believe me I’m worth it
So take me or leave me
(So take me or leave me)
So take me or leave me
(So take me or leave me)

Call it a curse or just call
Me blessed if you can't handle
My worst you ain't getting my best
Is this how Marilyn Monroe felt, felt
Felt, felt? Must be how Marilyn Monroe felt,
Felt, felt, felt

Is this how Marilyn Monroe
Felt, felt, felt, felt must be how
Marilyn Monroe felt, felt, felt, felt?

How wonderful you are Marilyn Monroe

A beautiful girl, with a blonde hair is a world actress as well as an alluring star. But beside her sparkling life, she's Marilyn Monroe has struggled of his life amid the suffering and the lonely. She's from nothing became star in world cinema. She didn't come from a rich family. But i'd like to say that i think Marilyn Monroe was a wonderful woman with her courage and her struggle she has broken the notion that women can't become an idol, and advance. that's it Marilyn Monroe.

Some quotes from Marilyn Monroe, who become my motivation.

“I don't mind making jokes, but I don't want to look like one.” 
― Marilyn Monroe
“I don't want to make money, I just want to be wonderful.” 
― Marilyn Monroe
“I'm pretty, but I'm not beautiful. 
I'm sin, but I'm not the devil.
I'm good, but I'm not an angel.
I am just a small girl in a big world trying to find someone to love.” 
― Marilyn Monroe
“Just because you fail once doesn't mean you're gonna fail at everything.” 
― Marilyn Monroe
“I could never pretend something I didn't feel. I could never make love if I didn't love, and if I loved I could no more hide the fact than change the color of my eyes.” 
― Marilyn Monroe

A Little Too Not Over You

It never crossed my mind at all That's what I tell myself what we had has come and gone
 You're better off with someone else
 It's for the best I know it is but I see youSometimes I try to hide what I feel insideAnd I turn around, you're with her nowI just can't figure it out
Tell me why you're so hard to forgetDon't remind me, I'm not over itTell me why I can't seem to face the truthI'm just a little too not over you, not over you
Aren't memories supposed to fade?What's wrong with my heart?Shake it off, let it goDidn't think it'd be this hard
Should be strong, movin' on but I see youSometimes I try to hide what I feel insideAnd I turn around, you're with her nowI just can't figure it out
Tell me why you're so hard to forgetDon't remind me, I'm not over itTell me why I can't seem to face the truthI'm just a little too not over you
Maybe I regret everything I saidNo way to take it all back, yeahNow I'm on my own, how I let you goI'll never understandI'll never understand!
Tell me why you're so hard to forgetDon't remind me, I'm not over itTell me why I can't seem to face the truthI'm just a little too not over you
Tell me why you're so hard to forgetDon't remind me, I'm not over itTell me why I can't seem to face the truthAnd I really don't know what to doI'm just a little too not over you, not over you

- I changed some words from this song. this is describe what i feel now-

Blind children are right to learn. We should learn from them “Blind School, New Delhi India”

“How can disabled children meet their full potential when they are often ignored by their families and wider society?”

“Ketika banyak orang mengeluh akan apa yang sudah mereka miliki. Anak-anak Blind Schoolpun bersyukur akan apa yang telah mereka dapatkan”

Mereka pintar. Bahkan lebih pintar dari orang yang memiliki idera pengelihatan yang sempurna. Mereka rajin belajar, dengan keterbatasan dan didukung semangat yang dimiliki oleh mereka. Mereka tidak pernah mengeluh dengan ketidakmampuan mereka dalam merespon dunia luar. Itulah yang harus kita pelajari dari mereka. Semangat, rasa bersyukur yang tinggi, dan kemauan mereka untuk menjadi seperti anak normal lainnya membuat mereka lebih cerdas dari orang yang memiliki pengelihatan normal pada umumnya. 

                                                              Inilah sekolah mereka dalam mengejar impian mereka

Terkadang kita yang dilahirkan sebagai orang memiliki kelebihan dari mereka, selalu mengeluh akan apa yang kita sudah dapatkan. Tapi mereka? Melihat cara mereka berbicara, mereka diasingkan dari dunia luar, cara mereka mencoba dan berusaha menjadi seperti kita yang memiliki kelebihan dari mereka. Inilah salah satu metode dan cara mereka belajar :

 Dengan inilah mereka belajar, seperti layaknya kita menggunakan buku tapi mereka tidak

Saya bersyukur dapat berkunjung ke “The Blind Relief Association Delhi” bersama orang-orang Community Development Leadership Summit’12. Disana saya banyak belajar bagaimana saya bisa bersyukur akan apa yang telah saya dapatkan saat ini. Mereka penuh semangat belajar demi mencapai cita-cita mereka. Seperti layaknya kita mempunyai mimpi yang besar, begitupula mereka, sama seperti kita, kita memiliki mimpi, merekapun sama. 

                                          See? Si ocha tried to read book for blind children. But it’s too hard to understand

Bukan hanya mereka memiliki semangat untuk belajar, tetapi mereka juga memiliki bakat dalam membuat berbagai karya seni yang menarik. Inilah potrek dari hasil yang mereka buat :

                                                                         Diwali Bazzar Made From Blind School

So, apa yang bisa kita pelajari dari ini? Bersyukurlah dengan apa yang sudah kita miliki, karena diluar sana masih banyak yang memiliki keterbatasan dan kekurangan dalam hidupnya. Jadi jangan terus mengeluh yaaaa. Tirulah semangat dari mereka! J cayoooo